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Name: Angel
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Wednesday, May 06, 2009

Change...part 2

Well, Change, you do know how to make a grand entrance, don't you?

An almost-4-year relationship ended, a new one sparked, brighter than anyone could ever imagine. I never thought True Love existed. But apparently, if you know how to look, it's right there in front of you. Maybe it's also thanks to Destiny. Who really knows?

Body art. It's a new obsession for me. Can't wait to get this one finished up, and get my next project started.

And Independence. Second to Love, it is perhaps the next best thing. Having a home all to yourself at all times is like making love all night long. Making it my home is euphoric in itself. Just like sex.

Yes, Change, I am very happy now. Thank you very much.


Thursday, March 26, 2009

Breathe

Breathe, breathe in the air
Don't be afraid to care.
Leave but don't leave me
Look around, choose your own ground.
For long you live and high you fly
And smiles you'll give and tears you'll cry.
And all you touch and all you see
Is all your life will ever be.

Run, rabbit, run
Dig that hole, forget the sun.
And when at last the work is done
Don't sit down, its time to dig another one.
For long you live and high you fly
But only if you ride the tide.
And balanced on the biggest wave
You race toward an early grave.

I've been carryin' my heavy load, waiting for the light to come shining through. Someone like you makes it all worth while.


Wednesday, March 11, 2009

[Cliche title, somewhere along the lines of "I'm back"]

Change is constant. That's perhaps the best lesson I've learned in life. Change is inevitable; we can do nothing but to suck it up and go with it. Sometimes, it can be an exhilirating experience.

Rewind 2 years ago. Change was everywhere. It followed me in all aspects of my life, even to my deepest dreams and nightmares. I feared Change. I tried to push it away and tell it to come back when I was better prepared. Truth was, I could never be prepared for Change; I just didn't allow myself to do so. It was so easy to blame everything on Change. I wasn't quite ready to grow up and deal with Life.

Fast forward to Now. I embrace Change. If anything, I look forward to it. Of course, at times, I find myself turning my shoulders away from it and faltering, but I am now more capable of turning back around and facing it. It's challenging, and that's really what made a huge difference in my life.

Pardon me for leaving, but it's time to watch the full moon.